Nostalgic - Scream for More!

I'm sick, I know it.. i have the disease for ages now. I can't be healed, not even temporary. This microbe is called US. My illness became more and more stringent this week, keeping myself off studying and even though I wished it would go away, it was like fighting wind mills.
I gotta get back there - dunno how but I have to figure out a way.
Sick, sick, sick! And I want more of it! I want it all and for good.